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Addicted To Hate I Take More Everyday..The Smile On Your Face Fades..And Horror Takes Its Place..

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

Di Suatu Malam...

Di Suatu Malam..
Di Suatu Tempat, Bersua Muka..
Berbicara Isi Hati Penuh Madah..
Meluah Rasa Melerai Rahsia..
Kerana Cinta Telah Berputik..
Hati Ini Penuh Tanda Tanya..
Mengapa Begitu Sukar Sekali?
Sukarnya Melupakan Wajahmu..
Sukarnya Melupakan Senyumanmu..
Sukarnya Melupakan Lirikan Matamu..
Sukarnya Melupakan Lunak Suaramu..

Di Suatu Malam..
Kerana Cinta Aku Ke Sana..
Membuktikan Keikhlasan Hatiku..
Tiada Bicara Kosong Juga Berbohong..
Membuktikan Keinginan Hatiku..
Tiada Niat Bagi Mempermainkan Hatimu..
Membuktikan Kesungguhan Jiwa Ragaku..
Betapa Sukar Untuk Aku Buktikan Padamu..
Betapa Sukar Untuk Aku Tawan Hatimu...
Betapa Sukar Untuk Aku Melepaskan Dirimu..
Betapa Sukar Untuk Aku Hidup Tanpamu...

Di Suatu Malam..
Aku Berkata Padamu..
Aku Mencintai Mu Kasih..
Dengan Penuh Ikhlas...
Terimalah Diriku Ini...
Cintailah Diriku Ini...
Aku Memerlukan Dirimu..
Berada Disamping Diriku..
Ya Allah Bantulah Aku..
Ya Allah Berikan Aku..
Ya Allah Kurniakan Aku..
Ya Allah Ku Bermohon Pada-Mu...

Monday, 22 June 2009

Che L'Inferno?

Sono Innamorato del Mio Migliore Amico....
Non Probabilmente Una Buona Idea.....
Ma Questo Sentimento Non Va Via A Tutto....
CondannarLo...~!

Keluar Mulut Buaya Masuk Mulut Harimau...

Ah Sudah...Ni Yang Tak Best Ni...Tiba2 Aku Rasa Tak Sedap Hati Pulak..Alamak..~Habis2... Ni Kalau Dah Ada Rasa Macam Ni Memang Payah La..Bak Kata Pepatah Keluar Mulut Buaya Masuk Mulut Harimau...Eh..~Payah La Macam Ni...Payah2...

Kalau Nak Cakap...Takut Tak Betul Pulak...Kalau Nak Di Biar...Eh...~Rugi La Pulak Kalau Betul Kan?Ish..Ni Memang Kes Naya Ni..~Ni Boleh Wat Aku Angau Je Kang..~Eh..Mampos Aku Macam Ni...Mampos..~

Kalau Tengokkan Gaya2...Hint2...Macam Betul La Pulak...Tapi Tak Tau La...15 Tahun Tu Aku Kenal...Mungkin Kerana Dah Lama Sangat Kan..~Sekali Aku Cakap..Bukan Pulak..Malu La Aku Karang...Eh..~Ni Parah Ni...Parah2..

Friday, 19 June 2009

Stupid..!

What A Day It Is Today...The Day I Tought I Can See My Love One..Ended With The Revealing Of The Fact That She's Already Had Someone Else As Her Love One... Seriously...What The Fuck..~!Why?This Is Absolutely Unacceptable..But..I'm Redho Of This
Situation..What's Come Is From Above..Ya Allah..May This Test From You Has A Good Way Of What Lies Beneath It..~

The Damn Girl I Tought Love Me..Betrayed My Love...Totally..She Found Someone..With Good Looking Better Than Me..And I'm The One Who Paid The Price...So Highly..I Wish I Can Kill Them Both...Why I Can't Had Any Opportunities At All To Be Love And Love?I Don't Even Had A Chance To Feels It..Taste It...While Others Gain It Everyday..~This Is Truly Unfair...Why Wouldn't Anyone Give Me A Chance To Live This Life Normally?

Sunday, 14 June 2009

Immortal Love..

Looking Deep Into Your Eyes..
No Better Place To Hide..
When I'm Scared and I'm Weak..
Uou Can Help Me Before I Bleed..

You Can Help Me Forget The Pain..
That I Feel Deep Inside..
Let Me Shed These Tears..
Let Me Just Be With You..

You Are My Saviour..
You Are My Angel..

My Blood Runs In You..
Your Blood Runs In My Veins..
We Love This Kind Of Immortal Love..

Open Up The Scars..
And Give Your Blood..
I Will Give You Mine..
I Think It's What Unites..

This Is All I Believe..
You're The One I Trust..
I Believe In Our Love..
And I Always Will..

Thursday, 11 June 2009

Calling Out Your Name..

All That I See...In Your Eyes Is Truth..
All That I Am...Is Because Of You..
All That I Have I Will Give To You My Friend..
All That There Is, All That I Am..
Until The Very End..

I'm Calling Out To The Silent Night..
I'm Calling Out Your Name..
Calling Out To The Sound And The Light..
Calling Out Your Name..

When I See Your Eyes..
I Know That I Really Love You..
Oh My Life Is Clear..
To Be Near..

How Still Is The Night Without Your Touch..
Cold Are My Tears Without Your Love..
Without Your Love..

You're All That I Want All That I Need..
All That I Can Be..
Something So Strong To Hold Up My World So I Can Be Free..
I Can Be Heard..
But I'm Out Here In A Field Of Dreams..
Dreams...

Tuesday, 9 June 2009

Love At The First Sight...

Take You Away To The Quiet Place..
Where The Doors Of Perception Open Wide..
Smiling Faces Greet You There..
Loved And Lost, Lost Inside..
Take You Away To The Netherworld..
Where We Dance In The Waves, The Universe Shines..
The Place That Holds My Beautiful Dream..
When I Awake, I Look To The Sky And..
Pray That We Will Live Forever..
The Sorrow Man Will Not Be Me..
Today I'll Change Your Life Forever..
For What I've Seen Must Surely Be..
Fly You Away On The Wings Of A Dove..
To The Place Of Knowledge We Can Fly..
Smiling Inside, Peace So Clear..
One With The All, One Within Mind..
Fly You Away To A Better World..
Where There's No More War And Can Be No Shame..
The Place That Holds The Great Mystery..
Here I Am, Body And Soul..
Flesh And Blood, In Your World I Play My Role..
No, There's No Time Left For Gazing At The Sky..
No, There's No Time Left, Kiss The Wind Goodbye And..
Pray That You Will Be Mine Forever..
The Sorrow Man Will Not Be Me..
Today I'll Tell You As Forever..
For What I've Seen Must Surely Be..
In The Eyes Of The One I Love..
At The First Sight..~

Between Injury And Heavy Activity..

I've Been Suffering With An Ankle Injury Recently..Lots Of Activity Were Suspended..An Old Injury Also Haunted Me Back..My Spine..Totally Wreck It And The Pain Is Back Again..

Now..I'm Totally Heal..Not 100% Heal..But It Gave Me A Reason To Continue Some Of My Usual Activity..Back To The Futsal Pitch..Back To The Gym..What A Happy Moment..It's Good..~Very Good...Feel All Alive Back Inside Of Me..Getting Back My Fitness..Getting Back In Shape..Great..~

All My Prayers Were To Be Stay In Good Health..In Shape..And Hopefully Didn't Get Any Bad Injury In The Future..Ameen..~

Monday, 8 June 2009

Something Of The Someone..

Alhamdulillah...What A Night It Is Last Night..What A Moment...What A Feeling..It's An Amazing Form Of Feeling From Within....Praise Be To You My God..

"She's" So Beautiful.."She's" So Lovely.."She's" So Sweet..."She's" So Cute...Such A Nice "Smile" She Had...Shining Bright "Eyes" To Take A Peek Off...To Stare On Forever..

May From This Day On.."She's" For Me And I'm For "Her"...May One Day "She" Will Say "You Completed Me" And So Am I To Say That...~

Sunday, 7 June 2009

Anehnya...

Betapa Anehnya Perasaan Aku Ketika Ini..Apakah Ertinya Semua Ini?Mengapa Harus Terjadi Sesuatu Yang Aneh Sebegini?Tidak Aku Sangka..Wajah Yang Biasa Aku Lihat Selama Ini Menjadi Igauan Ngeri Yang Indah Barangkali Jika Di Tafsirkan Maksud Segala Makna Yang Tersirat...

Betapa Anehnya Apa Yang Aku Lalui Ini..Dengan Apa Yang Telah Aku Rasai Aku Melihat Keanehan Ini Seolah Olah Membuka Suatu Jalan Yang Nampak Gelap Namun Masih Boleh Di Lalui...Adakah Wajah Itu Yang Menghantui Aku Selama Ini Adalah Dia Yang Aku Cari2 Dan Aku Nanti2 Kan?Betapa Indah Andai Ianya Adalah Benar..Mungkin Juga Dia Yang Di Nanti Dan Ku Cari Selama Ini..Namun Mengapa Ini Semua Begitu Sukar Sekali Bagi Aku?

The Path Of Another Way...

Aku Kehilangan Arah Ketika Ini..Terasa Bagai Hidup Tiada Hala Tuju Dan Maksud Lagi.. Mengapa Begini?Begitu Sukar Juga Hidup Ini Ketika Melalui Saat2 Yang Begitu Malang Pada Bahasa Kasarnya..Mungkin Ada Sesuatu Yang Tersembunyi Di Sebalik Kisah2 Malang Yang Sedang Aku Lalui Ketika Ini..

Aku Hilang Arah Tuju Dalam Maksud Hidup Berkarier..Di Mana Harus Aku Memulakan Karier Aku?Ape Karier yang Aku Ingini..Di Dalam Keadaan Yang Tiada Jaminan Bagi Sesiapa Pun Keinginan Itu Terpaksa Di Ketepikan..Hanya Bergantung Kepada Kemahuan Untuk Hidup Sahaja Yang Menjadi Tempat Bergantung Aku Kini..

Aku Juga Hilang Arah Tuju Dalam Kemasyarakatan..Aku Mula Mengecil Di Dalam Komuniti Kecil Yang Di Namakan "Kawan"...Rasanya Seperti Aku Mula Hilang Keakraban Dengan Kawan2...Hormat..Rasa Hormat Yang Dahulu Amat Tinggi Mungkin Kah Kini Sudah Mula Kurang Atau Tiada Lagi?Aku Perlu Menilai Kembali Akan Diri Aku..Lihat Di Mana Kesilapan Yang Telah Aku Lakukan..

Aku Melihat Hidup Bercinta Itu Amat Sengal Kepada Diri Aku...Tiada Rasa..No Feeling..No Meaning..No Thrilling..Lihat Di Mana2 Ada Sahaja Mereka Yang Berbahagia Bersama Pasangan Masing2...Merata Rata..Bagaimana Dengan Diri Aku?Tidak Layakkah Aku Untuk Di Sayangi Dan Menyayangi?Aku Mempunyai Rasa Cinta Terhadap Seseorang.. Andai Seseorang Itu Mengetahui Yang Aku Telah Jatuh Cinta Kepadanya..Betapa Aku Terasa Ingin Sekali Menyayangi Dia Dan Di Sayangi Dia..